Book of Rain | Chapter 9 | Two Different Bunzoes

Diary of Rain | Chapter 9 | Two Different Bunzoes

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I awoke in Prototype’s room. I was locked in his room. No, I wasn’t raped. I don’t know why you’d think that – Oh… You didn’t? Sorry… My biological mother was a rape victim… I wasn’t a product of such, just saying… She’d vent to me about her issues.

I wasn’t aware I was locked in, he just locked me in and told me that I’d be living with him for a while. I was very confused. “He’d never hurt me,” I thought.

Don’t worry, I’m not a rape victim, Malia.

He wouldn’t do that, I’m sure. 0.0

I only said that because he locked me in a room, and I know how it looks – Oh… Now it looks worse. This is very awkward. Well, I’m the only one who will ever see this diary, so it doesn’t matter.

I no longer hope to be the only one.

I got up and kept knocking on the door. This is day 40 of my isolation. I’m gonna try to leave this time. I’m hoping I can escape.

Oh… Oh no… I’m gonna stop writing.

The Next Day.

I got into a little argument with the prototype… He was so angry… I didn’t understand why… He was ranting at me for not being cooperative… I don’t understand…

As soon as I told him “I don’t know what I’m here for, but I’m sure no one else has had to go through this!” He turned on me. I got… Beaten… I found myself shielding and dodging, his knives ARE HIS FINGERS. This is abnormal behavior from him, normally he’ll just turn you wrongside out or kill you!

Immediately, once he realized I wasn’t gonna be turned by force, he got livid with me even more, and I shouted “You had me before, what are you doing?!” And I was… So foolish. He locked me away in his room for 23 more days before returning and saying “I’m sorry.”

I panicked. I had been in there for days with only the bare minimum of food and water… “Where are you sleeping?” I hadn’t seen him in such a long time… Maybe he didn’t trust me after our last fight?

He says “I don’t belong to sleep. I think you need to actually obey me for once.” Then he released poppy gas, and I passed out.

I was panicking as I saw horrid, horrid things… But also my family as I drifted away in nausea. When I awoke, I saw the Prototype over me. He was not livid, but calm. I was petrified and told him “I’ll do whatever you ask of me from now on.”

His grin seemed to be genuine for once. He laughed, then said ”Good.” Then he took me to another room, this was not made for me specifically, but for any guest.

Immediately, I was shoved inside. I asked “So… What is going on? This is weird, Master…” I said to appease him… He laughed, and said “Just stay here.” Then he left and locked me in.

It was here that I relaxed because it was so pretty.

I laid on the bed, and just fell asleep. Suddenly, I woke up at what felt like 5 hours later to the Prototype asking “Are you awake?” Calmly, but also nervously. I was confused. Too afraid to harm him, I asked :why did you lock me away and attack me?” Confused, but he didn’t say anything.

Once he trusted me, he took me to his throne room, and I sat and watched them – the toys – make me a dress???

On God, I had no idea what was happening! I asked him what was going on, and he said, “It’s a wedding.” I was confused, but assumed I was gonna marry someone else – I… Didn’t want to and said “I don’t want to be married. And how would I be married? I have no one to marry.”

He said “It’s okay. You have someone to marry.” I was worried it’d be him I’d be marrying – I had this distinct feeling we’d be wed. I asked “What’s his name…?” Hoping it was anyone but him. I’d be happy to marry anyone else. I’m sure he’d be a nice man, I just need to marry- “Catnap.” Said the Prototype.

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CATNAP???????????

WHAT?

WHAT?

WHAT?

WHAT?

WHAT?

WHAT?

WHO???????????

“wHAT? Who? Why?” I screamed, Catnap was a nutjob who cannibalized people! Now I prefer the Prototype! “Who? No! He ate people! I’d rather marry you than him! And you beat the cra-” He cut me off with “Excuse me?” Then giggles.

I said quickly “In comparison, I’d just prefer to marry anyone because he’s a cannibal, and a  kind man,  but technically a cannibal-” He was comforted in that, and said “Are you sure you’d rather me?” Laughing, his voice going from man to woman to man.

He told me “You sure think he’s that bad?” Theodore was… Very disturbed, yes. I shook my head because they were close. I think they were, at least… “You don’t love him?” He laughed. “I mean…. He’s not that bad.” He says, but I don’t believe him. He simply giggles, then laughs maniacally. “What’s going on? Is this a ruse? Am I actually going to marry you or someone else? I’m so confused…” I asked, and he laughed even harder.

The Prototype giggled, and told me “he’s not your husband.” Joking, I was laughing so hard, but then I looked at the wedding dress I heard them say was mine and asked “Well, why are they talking about my wedding dress?” I am still confused, but he said “You’ll see.”

I decided to ask further, “Is this a joke or is Catnap actually marrying me?” I said, flabbergasted. The prototype giggled so much that he almost fell over laughing, he was finding it hilarious. I didn’t want the next answer out of fear: “I want to marry you.”

WHAT? I look like a rabbit, why?! “I- What? How? I’m- I look like a rabbit!” I knew I wasn’t one, but I did look like one! How could he ever be attracted enough to me to want to marry me?!

The Prototype giggled, and said “Why not? I need a wife.” I didn’t know why, he needs no wife! “You don’t need a bride, you can do it all yourself!” I said, And so he said ”No, I need a family.”

I immediately felt sorry for him because I knew what this was – it hit me – he desired a family he lost… Unfortunately for him, I still couldn’t logically marry him. “I… I’m scared of you, Master Prototype…” That was said… The title, that is… To appease his ego… He did not take this well.  He was livid, and demanded “You will marry me and offer me the family I want!” 

He was forceful, but he wasn’t attacking me this time, he gripped my arm, and I was afraid of what he’d do next because I’ve heard of him torturing people, but I wasn’t going to believe he’d do that to me because I didn’t want that to force me to marry him.

He pulled me to his room, and I immediately got scared. I tried to control my thoughts so that I would believe I wasn’t going to be attacked. He left me in his room for 5 hours before I said ”Okay, um…  I’ll marry whoever you want… Catnap, You… Whoever…” I then began to hope for Catnap as a husband. At least he didn’t beat us. When I was released, he immediately looked me up and down, and I said “If Catnap was the true one I was meant to marry, please, let me marry him…” He said “No.”

He was so… Abusive as soon as I asked for the hand of Catnap and I don’t know why, we didn’t know each other enough for him to love me, so he must be desperate for a family. This is not how you have a family! He said “You should be more grateful for this opportunity," and I realized what could have been… Had he not attacked me. Since he’s a leader, he could elevate me, but he also attacked me.

“You attacked me… It made me not want to marry you…” I tried to explain, that’s when he dragged me off to beat me, I was so scared of being turned inside out. It all went insane! Pure lunacy! I had to get out of there, I was not marrying him!

He got so angry when I said “You keep scaring me into being too scared to marry you!” He was livid, and told me “Fine. Be that way.” Be that way? How’d he think this was gonna turn out? He needs to turn off his emotions and think logically!

The Prototype shouts “Why don’t you love me?!” In all these different voices, it was terrifying! I just decided to “Marry me!” Yes, I caved. He smiled… Inside…? I guess? He seemed happier. Don’t get me wrong, I once wanted him to have a happy ending because… I heard of his struggles… But…. Not like this. He was doing everything wrong to try & get one!

He led me to his room to get me dressed in the wedding dress. I was… Terrified, but decided to calm down and take a moment to sit and think. I wanted this choice to not purely be that of survival.I decided that I would look at the brightside.I couldn't marry him in any other way.

I imagined the perks, the fact I could be raised as royalty, in charge. So, I told myself "Try this out for power, don’t think of the threat – do not marry him out of fear.” It feels like a lie. I honestly did this out of fear, I just chose to do it for a different reason – power.

I decided to bring myself to do it – but why? Why me? My model is pretty, but it’s a bunny. Why me? We all were human once, why be attracted to a bunny-like creature? Is he even attracted to me? Or does he think I’d be a good, submissive wife? He wants everyone to be submissive, so I think he wants me to be.

The Next Day…

I… I can’t do it… I… Maybe Lily Lovebraids would marry him? She’s delusional enough… Well, she may be but he isn’t delusional enough to marry her…

Immediately, The Devil himself, the Prototype, waltz in. I calm myself, trying not to get violent or crazy. I’m a small toy and need to chill out.

Small… Maybe he wants me because I’m easier to control?! I need to convince him that someone else is a better partner, that if he treats them well, or at least if he treats me well, he’ll be happier!

He says “I’m dressed in a suit for you… I’m not violent anymore… I’m sorry… I’m desperate…” I’m not into this. I don’t want him. He’ll never know how much this is just for “convenience.” I’m only here to keep myself safe- I mean… Um… change the reason, me… I’m only here for power.

To Be Continued…