This would have always been

This would have always been the case.

The love spell that the demon put on me awoke something God had shut down.

I have obsessive love disorder. I'm not supposed to experience limerence.

God had to shut it down because... Um... Because...

4 months ago...

"don't"

Once upon a time, God had instated a kind man as a prophet. His name is Johnny.

Johnny had prophesied to Jason that "Your wish would trigger a long dead response from someone, a love wish, do not wish for love from anyone because of this. It would only affect her emotions, not will, but that's all that's needed to tip her will off. Don't tell your wish to anyone if you make the wish or else someone will make it happen!"

The woman he spoke of was not named. He should have named her. If he had named her, Jason would have avoided her.

Oops!

One day, long before this incident, the cause of this incident...

the woman the prophet spoke of, Candy, "fell in love" with the prophet himself.

She pursued the prophet who'd always wanted a wife.

Candy, who's actually an adult, would go on dates, kiss him, cuddle, be his wing woman, give him chocolate, buy him things, he would do the same for her. She bought him candy, he bought her candy. He would pay her bills, and she paid his.

However, Candy didn't know that a man could choose not to have sex with a woman even if he was in love with her. He was a Christian and God desired that he didn't have sex with her, and she knew it, but she was questioning his love for her because he was holding true to that vow.

After 3 month of dating & Disneyland, 7 months before he prophesied to Jason, she started asking "Why don't you have sex with me?"

Johnny says "God doesn't want me to have sex out of wedlock.

I'll marry you, but I want to get to know you for at least 2 years so that I can see if you're evil or crazy.

I don't want to be abused by a secretly wicked person.

I'm also scared of getting a wicked woman pregnant, and I...

My dad was physically abused by my mom and he thought she was amazing at first before they got married. She wanted his money.

She almost killed him which led to the divorce. She stabbed him."

The other day God felt dread.

This time it wasn't crucifixion.

Johnny's father was making blueberry cake for himself, his 9-year-old son Johnny, and his wife.

Johnny was just casually drawing a picture. He was trying to draw Jesus Christ his mother. his father and himself.

All are stick figures because he, himself even, knows that he can't draw.

"I wish you loved me, babe." He said as he teared  up.

"It's like... I'm expected to suffer, Copper. All I do is suffer. I have these good moments where you will make up for hitting me and I think you really love me, again," He said.

She does not like him; she doesn't even like men. She's a misandrist and the only man she likes is her son, Johnny.

The more red fills the air, the more Johnny stops kicking his legs and looks around -- he felt it -- the more red fills the air -- the more God is in deep, throttled dread.

The sky fills with Christ's red dread, and Johnny can tangibly see it like everyone else out the window.

His mom, Copper, doesn't even notice. His dad is just looking out the window in pure dread; He has stopped whisking the batter.

"Don't leave the house, Johnny," His father said as Johnny kept screaming as his "Momm!!! The Sky's red, MOM! MOM! MOOOOMMM!" Crying out in terror of the sky.

She just says "Go to your room, Johnathan," Johnny's full name. Meanwhile God is panicking, telling Cole "RUN," Scaring the absolute crap out of Cole.

God used emo-kinesis to let Cole share the dread.

God was urging him to leave the house, and as a result, the dread forced Cole to slowly put down the whisk & batter.

Meanwhile, Copper was pulling out a knife she had rusted 1 month prior in preparation to stab him.

The Dread of the Lord consumes Cole.

Cole got his kid & ditched; Cole took his son & locked himself and his stunned son in the basement.

Copper ran at him all of the sudden as he was running into the basement, too, like some maniac freak, and as soon as he shut the door, she bashed the knife against the door of the basement, snapping the weakened knife so badly the entire blade broke off the handle and couldn't pierce the wood.

Cole then cried as he heard the metal hit the wood -- realizing she's trying to kill him. It's over. No more kindness. No love-bombing. She will no longer give him the faux love he craves.

After bawling, while God kept telling Cole to stay in the basement, Cole heads back upstairs alone and finds her again in the corner with faux eyes. She tells him she's "sorry, baby..." He comes back up and Johnny peeks out but God forces his head back under so fast he couldn't see the next part.

She had already grabbed another knife while he was crying and she jumps at him and pierced his side, he punched her in the face for the first time ever, he flinched at the sudden guilt of hitting his wife, he hit her so hard she was knocked to the ground.

He then screams like a banshee; He's livid. He's absolutely livid. She's never seen him this livid before.

Immediately, he helps her up, loving her, screaming "WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME BACK?!" He sat her down, then called the police saying "Our son deserves better than you!" Crashing out entirely with a knife lodged in his side -- adrenaline of rage so great he can't feel the pain of physical suffering.

"You should be grateful -- you should be good to me! #$%^ you! How dare you, you @#$%^!!!" As soon as the operator picks up he goes "I HATE YOU!" His loved depleted in 0.5s

He was fighting the urge to beat the crap out of his wife, he has never had such urges before.

His son is scared, and asking "Dad, what's happening?! Dad?! Dad, why are you screaming?!"

He just says "After all I've done for her, she stabbed me?!" In absolute heartbroken sobs. Copper is in terror.

The police show up and Cole is bawling, weeping. His pose, his body language, his stance is like that of a weeping angel.

The police arrest Copper as... Well, Cole was the one too afraid to remove the knife because he feared it would lead to more bleeding out.

Cole got a divorce. He filed the very next hour in the hospital with a phone call to his mother, a lawyer.

She had rushed to the hospital because he was bawling. He was yelling over the phone: "I want a divorce, help me get a divorce, why?! Why?! Why?! She doesn't love me, she never loved me, all this time I was grasping at faux straw trying to get this fake $%^&* to love me! She will NEVER LOVE ME!"

His mother, Diamond, and his father, Gold, ran in the room to protect him and their grandson who was in the children's ward.

Copper's mother, Janice, and her deadbeat father, Todd, were at the jail to visit her.

Diamond & Gold let Cole stay with them to help him recover while giving his son to Gem, Cole's twin sister. all of them needed therapy. God was also trying to help him recover because all of that was dreadful for God, causing a state of mental shock that made him offload jobs he needed to do onto the angels.

Present Day.

Johnny is laying in bed asleep while Candy is imagining him saying that over & over.

Candy is thinking "She must have $%$%^ him up in the head."

It did; He has trust issues.

Candy got up in the middle of the night and sitting up in her bed, just stared down at him. Candy took of her shirt to test him and woke him up. He was stunned and said "I- Candy? where's your pajamas? Put your shirt back on, babe."

Candy was testing his love. In her mind, if he banged her, or was sexually attracted to her, then that meant be loved her.

Candy asks "Am I sexy?" And he was creeped out, but was aroused by her and said "yes. Of course. but um... I'm extremely tired..." He was actually extremely tired and groggy, he was drunk-tired. He was acting drunk, finding it up to move or pick up his body. His arms were literally too heavy for him it seemed.

Johnathan said "I really can't bang you. not just out of religion... Like... I'm really too tired..."

Candy looked... Sad. She paused in thought, thinking "He must like me in some way, but... I hope he can love me without sex. Can a man resist sex?"

Johnathan was gonna pass back out but she ramped her fist up against the bed-board.

Johnny awoke, groggy and grumpy. "Please... Stop... What's happening?" Johnny was confused and lost.

"Leave me alone..." He pleaded... He passed out.

In the morning, Candy woke up to Johnny baking her a strawberry cake, not out of guilt as he felt he was not obligated to sleep with her but instead he felt he was obligated to God not to, he just wanted to do something to make her happy. He genuinely was in love with her romantically.

Candy stared him up & down and genuinely was confused by the sight of a man being so nice to her while not having any sex with no desire for sex.

Johnathan looks back at her and says "Hi, I'm baking strawberry cake! It's for both of us. You want some?"

Candy silently but oddly slowly sat at the table -- studying something she couldn't understand -- something she found foreign -- a man that doesn't desire sex.

Johnny is straight, so she's even more confused.

To Be continued...