Crickle Crackle Pop: How I killed & Cloned my Aunt | Chapter 9

Cathy's Point of View

5 weeks later, I don't feel like taking my meds today...

1 day later

I just... Wanna lay in bed and do nothing. I don't wanna go to work for that stupid cloning center. I don't wanna be the receptionist that takes calls for that stupid call center. I just wanna go to bed.

3 days later

I just...

2 days later

I wanna die a bit...

4 days later

no meds, today...

3 days later

I feel so depressed, but I have no motivation to go and take my meds... I don't wanna get up...

4 days later

I hate my life, now... I don't know what's going... on... I wish I was normal... I wish I knew what caused my mental illnesses... What's going on? I have loving parents... Why do I have B.P.D? Like... How do I have it with loving parents?

one day later

I don't understand why I hate myself so much. I used to be the most confident girl in high school, now I'm a mess who thinks I'm lower than @#@@! I just wanna go back to normal! Where are my meds? Did I run out? I need my meds!

three days later

I can't help but wonder if he's cheating on me. He's moved out, but I still wonder if he's cheating on me. I'm legally separated, and I wonder if he's cheating on me.

In Memory

I remember this friend, Samantha, from Briton who moved here was like "he's not cheating on you. Being legally separated is being neither married nor divorced."

I had to tell her that "in America, being separated means you're still married, just not living together." Samantha kept saying "no," and I told Samantha that "It's only in the U.K. as far as I know that states you're neither married nor divorced... It doesn't make sense to me at all! You're either one or the other over here in America!"

Samantha had no idea, and was very confused but said that "It does make more sense than in the U.K." She was only a 13-year-old girl, so... I kinda let it slide but I thought "Why wouldn't you know this?"

Present Day

Her parents came over that day.

I babysit her.

Oh no...

I don't wanna eat today... I'm gonna take my meds...

My window's open on a windy day, so... It's like... The leaves are flying in.. New bugs I don't welcome... I don't.... Want them here... But... Whenever I open the window for fresh air, I... A new critter flies in at the speed of light... At the speed of the sound of my voice...

Yeah, at the speed of sound... Hhhh... One got in my right eye...

To be continued...